There are so many things about Cassie that I am afraid I will forget someday. I wish I had videoed every minute of her life. I miss the sound of her voice each morning, calling out a sleepy "hey, I'm up" from her bedroom. I miss making up word mashups to describe things. "A kitten who is snoring and purring at the same time, what's that, slurring? pouring?" I miss her every minute of every day. I don't dream about her as often as I did before and that makes me unbearably sad.